Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Doormat

I am a doormat.  A target. 
 
I try to hard to make people like me.
 
I suck up.
 
I try and do too much for people.
 
Do people like me more for this?  No.  It is expected.
 
Am I respected by anyone?  Anyone??
 
Not in the least.
 
People just care about what they can get.
 
The things I waited years to be able to afford?  Belittled, broken, and replaced with trash.
 
If I could, I would be far away from here tomorrow.
 
You know what?  If they didn't need me as a resource - no one would care.