To Work On

This is about as close as I am going to get to a New Years Resolution (at the moment, I may change my mind tomorrow).

 

Express Joy.

 

Yep, that's it.  I am a pretty sedate person.  In a group of people I barely know, I am likely to be the quiet one in the corner.

 

I am so self-conscious of my dancing that it is almost painful.  I need to be able to let go - PLAY.

 

That's really what I am looking for - Play.  I find it hard to let go and just have fun.

 

I don't know when I lost this ability or if I ever really had it.  I don't remember exhuberent laughter as a child.  I was always serious.

 

Imagination is not a problem.  Really, it's not.

 

Maybe it was just because I was suppressing so much because I was afraid of the consequences if my secret was known.

 

Maybe I just never learned.

 

This year I am going to learn to play.