Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Pocket Bottom

My ex called, wanting money I don't have. Wanting money that I can't give. It seems every time I get a bit ahead, she knows it and comes asking for about 3 times the amount that I have ahead of my bills.

I felt guilty for a while. I took a terrible deal on the divorce - much worse than a court would have given me. All out of a sense of obligation.

Yes, I am one of the evil ones who got married to try and 'get better'. Yes, I did care for her. No, I was not able to perfo......never mind.

When she asked, I got loans I could not afford. OF COURSE I was promised repayment. I did my part. I am truly sorry she has fallen on rough times.